Benebell Wen, Corporate Attorney, Author and Tarot Deck Creator.
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09 April 2019
06 February 2019
24 January 2019
15 January 2019
Past Wounds
Many people are walking around attempting to live their lives through their past wounds.
They are so wrapped up in how many people betrayed them, how many failures they’ve had and how much pain they have that they fail to see the Sun shining, they fail to see and receive the love before them, they fail to see the many blessings in their lives.
They actually look at blessings as a curse waiting to happen. They look at love as betrayal just waiting to consume them.
My heartbreaks for those people.
However, we are all ultimately responsible for our present life, we all are accountable for the choices we make in the now.
If you are miserable and unhappy due to dwelling on past wounds...do your self and your loved ones a favor.
Get the help you need. Be committed to owning your present and be accountable for your choices in the now.
Therapy can help you heal but only if you are willing to do the work. The work might be hard...knowing yourself, acknowledging your triggers and owning your self.
If we continue to think about all the times we have been hurt, betrayed and scarred in the past we then fail to see the beauty of life that is right before us.
Living through past wounds is not living, it’s not thriving.
You deserve the best. You deserve love. You deserve to thrive. You can either be your greatest enemy or your greatest champion.
May we all see the beauty, love and joy that life can have for us when we choose to live in present gratitude rather than through past wounds.
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They are so wrapped up in how many people betrayed them, how many failures they’ve had and how much pain they have that they fail to see the Sun shining, they fail to see and receive the love before them, they fail to see the many blessings in their lives.They actually look at blessings as a curse waiting to happen. They look at love as betrayal just waiting to consume them.
My heartbreaks for those people.
However, we are all ultimately responsible for our present life, we all are accountable for the choices we make in the now.
If you are miserable and unhappy due to dwelling on past wounds...do your self and your loved ones a favor.
Get the help you need. Be committed to owning your present and be accountable for your choices in the now.
Therapy can help you heal but only if you are willing to do the work. The work might be hard...knowing yourself, acknowledging your triggers and owning your self.
If we continue to think about all the times we have been hurt, betrayed and scarred in the past we then fail to see the beauty of life that is right before us.
Living through past wounds is not living, it’s not thriving.
You deserve the best. You deserve love. You deserve to thrive. You can either be your greatest enemy or your greatest champion.
May we all see the beauty, love and joy that life can have for us when we choose to live in present gratitude rather than through past wounds.
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05 January 2019
New Moon Capricorn Tarot Card
New moon in Capricorn——Two of Pentacles, The Nocturne: 2 of Orbs, 2 of Disks
RWS - Spirit Keeper’s Tarot - Thot
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Life will continuously ebb and flow , constant change abounds. The key to not losing balance is focus... the sort of focus that leads to self-discipline.
Become realigned and in tune with the changing energies of the cosmos and of the earth and take that focus inward for greatest opportunity for growth during transitional times.
Honor the need to balance your own needs, emotional, mental, spiritual and physical. Self-discipline is key! Honor Self.
Even when situations feel dark or emotional stay focused. Manage your time and energy.
Even when situations feel dark or emotional stay focused. Manage your time and energy.
Capricorn element is Earth. A solid and grounding energy. Nurturing and loving energy. Being close to nature is very important at this time and will assist with personal balance.
Release any resistance to sitting in silence and looking within.
Release any resistance to love, to self-discipline, to abundance.
Release any resistance to love, to self-discipline, to abundance.
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25 December 2018
19 November 2018
Facebook Alternate Version/View LIVE Crystal singing bowl Sound Healing
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05 November 2018
22 October 2018
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18 October 2018
Prayer Flags
May we never lose faith
May we never lose trust
In ourselves, in each other
May the wind consecrate our dreams, and our deepest soul felt prayers
May the wind scatter them to the four corners of the world
May our Love receive and fulfill all
May it be so
And so it is
18.10.18
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02 October 2018
Compassion, Love & Trust
“The whole world is a narrow bridge, and the essential thing is not to fear at all.”
My birthday is coming soon! I look forward to celebrating one more Solar year return. As I am getting nearer to ending my first 4 decades on this planet more and more it is evident to me that the journey of Life can not be traversed in black and white.
Nay, there are not merely varying shades of gray but all colours of the rainbow. Human beings are so complex. We are brave and strong and just as frail, insecure and fraught with nuances so complex they boggle the mind.
I'm learning more and more the answer to our existence is not in attempting to fix anything or anyone but to strive for more compassion, love and trust.
If we are unable to have compassion, love or trust for our Self we are unable to have it for anyone else.
This year my birthday wish/intention is to have greater compassion, love and trust of my Self. And I fully believe this intentional act will cause me to have greater trust, love and compassion for you.
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07 September 2018
06 September 2018
Tarot - Oracle- Divination Readings
Spiritual Services
Esoteric Spiritual Counseling
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All Session Payments can be made via https://www.paypal.me/TamuNgina Simply type in amount and session type. Amazon Gift card sent to email address below. Once session has been paid for please email PriestessHeart108 @gmail.com to set up appointment. Thank you.
Personal Spiritual Practice & Altar: Introduction session on how to set up a spiritual practice and personal altar that caters to your personal needs. Includes a divination utilizing Tarot/Oracle/IChing session, discussion and recommendations. This one hour counseling session can be done via video chat or phone call. $125USD
General Divination Session:
General divination session to ascertain the energies and message Spirit/Life has for you at this time. This session I use a Tarot/Oracle/IChing at my discretion and will send a complete write up via email PDF format. Includes half hour session to discuss reading via telephone or video chat. $95USD
Divination Session:
1 card reading $15USD
2 card reading $25USD
3 card reading $35USD
Seeking inspiration? Energetic direction? General divination session Tarot/Oracle/IChing at my discretion. Turn around is within 24 hours. Write up sent via email using PDF format.
I Ching (The Book of Changes) Divination Session:
In this divination session the ancient Chinese Oracle of the I Ching (The Book of Changes) and its 64 Hexagrams is consulted. The ancient method of Yarrow Stalks when consulting the oracle while meditating upon your question.
Please send in your question in the form of:
What do I need to understand about…?
What is the best way to approach...?
A full write up is sent via email in a PDF format. $75USD
All Session Payments can be made via https://www.paypal.me/TamuNgina
Simply type in amount and session type. Amazon Gift card sent email address below. Once session has been paid for please email PriestessHeart108 @gmail.com to set up appointment. Thank you.
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01 August 2018
Moon Readings - Soul Trees Oracle - Tao te Ching - Benebell Wen Online C...
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16 July 2018
On Divinity by Rev SisterSwan
So, I am perusing old email accounts so I can clear them and delete them. Like letting go of the old to make room for new energy. As I am going through the email I come across one that was a copy of a blog I used to keep on LiveJournal. I will post some of the entries. Here is one from 2007.
My spiritual name at that time was SisterSwan. The name came from a mystical vision that came to me at the age of four. At 37 years of age, at the time of this entry, I was grounding and rooting myself in my ministry as a Priestess.
Enjoy!
Divinity
December 25th, 2007 (11:13 am)
current mood: contemplative
current mood: contemplative
What does The Creative Force, God or Higher Power means to me.
My connection to the Divine Consciousness/Supernal Source of Life was something I felt from a very early age. I was not raised in a religious home however my mother was very spiritual in her outlook on life. She believed that we must always be thankful for what we have and to try and do what is good and what is right. She is naturally intuitive and exhibited great many psychic God given gifts of which my brother and I both inherited. My mother is a beautiful example of unconditional LOVE.
God is Love.
Throughout the years I have studied many religions including Jehovah's Witnesses, Mormonism, Vaishnavism, and Judaism.
I am, through descent as well as through formal acknowledgment, apart of the Jewish people and the Jewish faith. However, my attachment to Judaism, it's people and principles is not one of a pure and solely dogmatic nature. Through my life's experiences of both religious and spiritual in nature I have determined that God is far more infinite and far more inclusive that any religion teaches.
I have come to the knowledge that God, our "Creator",HaShem, Shekhinah our Source of Light and Life or the Collective Consciousness as some prefer, is far more infinite, far more everything that we could ever imagine. God our Mother/Father our Ultimate Source is pure Love and pure Light.
God is a verb, Life Becoming, Life that is, that will be and that always was.
God is the Creative Principle, air, light, dark, God is everything and we are part and parcel of God.
Within each and everyone of us resides our own portion of the Spark of Divinity and we are not separate from it.
God or, as some understand, AIN SOF is complete, perfect and Absolute and container of all LIFE and is all life.
As sparks of Divinity, as I believe, it is our mission to exhibit unconditional Love, Light and healing to all.(Yes, not always easy for ourselves or others)
Restoring physio/spiritual healing to all of Creation. Love life as God loves life, as God Is, was and will be. And this is my life's mission as a healing minister.
This is what I believe that God's messenger, the radiant Swan, came to deliver to me when I was 4 years old. Thankfully it has only taken me 32 years to come into an understanding of my mission.
Be Blessed Love & Light,
RevSisterSwan; Healing Minister, LightWorker, Priestess (c)2007
My connection to the Divine Consciousness/Supernal Source of Life was something I felt from a very early age. I was not raised in a religious home however my mother was very spiritual in her outlook on life. She believed that we must always be thankful for what we have and to try and do what is good and what is right. She is naturally intuitive and exhibited great many psychic God given gifts of which my brother and I both inherited. My mother is a beautiful example of unconditional LOVE.
God is Love.
Throughout the years I have studied many religions including Jehovah's Witnesses, Mormonism, Vaishnavism, and Judaism.
I am, through descent as well as through formal acknowledgment, apart of the Jewish people and the Jewish faith. However, my attachment to Judaism, it's people and principles is not one of a pure and solely dogmatic nature. Through my life's experiences of both religious and spiritual in nature I have determined that God is far more infinite and far more inclusive that any religion teaches.
I have come to the knowledge that God, our "Creator",HaShem, Shekhinah our Source of Light and Life or the Collective Consciousness as some prefer, is far more infinite, far more everything that we could ever imagine. God our Mother/Father our Ultimate Source is pure Love and pure Light.
God is a verb, Life Becoming, Life that is, that will be and that always was.
God is the Creative Principle, air, light, dark, God is everything and we are part and parcel of God.
Within each and everyone of us resides our own portion of the Spark of Divinity and we are not separate from it.
God or, as some understand, AIN SOF is complete, perfect and Absolute and container of all LIFE and is all life.
As sparks of Divinity, as I believe, it is our mission to exhibit unconditional Love, Light and healing to all.(Yes, not always easy for ourselves or others)
Restoring physio/spiritual healing to all of Creation. Love life as God loves life, as God Is, was and will be. And this is my life's mission as a healing minister.
This is what I believe that God's messenger, the radiant Swan, came to deliver to me when I was 4 years old. Thankfully it has only taken me 32 years to come into an understanding of my mission.
Be Blessed Love & Light,
RevSisterSwan; Healing Minister, LightWorker, Priestess (c)2007
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12 July 2018
Priestess Heart: Crystal Grid Heart Sutra Meditation LOVE
Creating a Crystal Grid Love Mandala
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04 July 2018
Good Bye Candles - Hello, Ghee Lamps for Ritual
Candles can be toxic and the decent ones can be expensive.
A wonderful, natural, and inexpensive alternative is Ghee Lamp. Ghee lamps are traditionally used in Hindu aarti and puja, worship of deities. I became acquainted with them as a teenager back in the 1980s as many of my high school friends were East Indian decent.
Also, after my first year in college in the summer of 1989, I became involved with the ISKCON and spent a lot of time at New Panhati Temple in Atlanta, Ga on my college breaks. There I was involved in aarti, which is the ceremony deity worship, offering of ghee lamp to deity is called puja. I really enjoy doing puja. Bhakti (devotional) yoga, has been a big part of my soul/heart/life ever since.
Recently, as I have begun to go even deeper into my own personal ritual I was reminded just how expensive natural and healthy candles are to burn. It is so easy to purchase small paraffin candles to burn but they are not good for air quality and health.
Then it dawned on me to look for my small metal ghee lamp, which in the past I have used in meditation. Unfortunately, I was unable to locate so I went to Amazon instead. Surprisingly, I was able to purchase a very nice ghee lamp with stand and handle for only $8.99. It is beautiful and made out of brass. I also purchased set of very simple smaller ones that came two in a pack for only $4.99. Both ghee lamps are of good quality.
Traditionally cotton wool can be rolled into the small wicks to use in the ghee lamp. I spent a lot of devotional time in temple hand-rolling wicks. It is a devotion and a meditation.
Once the cotton is rolled you have a lovely little tear drop wick. Now, you do not need to purchase a ghee lamp. You can actually use a regular candle holder. It just deeps upon how deep the candle holder well is as to how much ghee you can fill it with and that determines how long that ghee lamp will burn.
In the following picture I have a candle holder and in the top of it is a wax catcher that you set that candle in. I used that to hold about a teaspoon of ghee. A teaspoon of ghee burns for an hour to an hour and a half.
Ghee is simply clarified butter. Ghee is a religious and food staple in India since ancient of ancient times. There are so many good uses for ghee. You can purchase organic ghee and you can purchase conventional ghee. For candle burning conventional ghee is just fine. Below is a photo of ghee that I use for cooking.
Next are photos of candle wick roll purchased from Amazon. There is enough wick to last at least a year. Also included is the ghee lamp that I purchased for $8.99. It was very simply and easy to assemble.
And last but not least is a photo my portable altar. I use this altar for daily ritual, meditation and card reading. I have a larger altar but that is very private and I do not post photos of that one. And on my YouTube videos you will see another altar that I sent next to when recording shows or studying.
I hope you enjoyed this post. May you be inspired to find your Light and let it shine!
(c) Tamu Ngina, All Rights Reserved.
A wonderful, natural, and inexpensive alternative is Ghee Lamp. Ghee lamps are traditionally used in Hindu aarti and puja, worship of deities. I became acquainted with them as a teenager back in the 1980s as many of my high school friends were East Indian decent.
Also, after my first year in college in the summer of 1989, I became involved with the ISKCON and spent a lot of time at New Panhati Temple in Atlanta, Ga on my college breaks. There I was involved in aarti, which is the ceremony deity worship, offering of ghee lamp to deity is called puja. I really enjoy doing puja. Bhakti (devotional) yoga, has been a big part of my soul/heart/life ever since.
Recently, as I have begun to go even deeper into my own personal ritual I was reminded just how expensive natural and healthy candles are to burn. It is so easy to purchase small paraffin candles to burn but they are not good for air quality and health.
Then it dawned on me to look for my small metal ghee lamp, which in the past I have used in meditation. Unfortunately, I was unable to locate so I went to Amazon instead. Surprisingly, I was able to purchase a very nice ghee lamp with stand and handle for only $8.99. It is beautiful and made out of brass. I also purchased set of very simple smaller ones that came two in a pack for only $4.99. Both ghee lamps are of good quality.
Traditionally cotton wool can be rolled into the small wicks to use in the ghee lamp. I spent a lot of devotional time in temple hand-rolling wicks. It is a devotion and a meditation.Once the cotton is rolled you have a lovely little tear drop wick. Now, you do not need to purchase a ghee lamp. You can actually use a regular candle holder. It just deeps upon how deep the candle holder well is as to how much ghee you can fill it with and that determines how long that ghee lamp will burn.
In the following picture I have a candle holder and in the top of it is a wax catcher that you set that candle in. I used that to hold about a teaspoon of ghee. A teaspoon of ghee burns for an hour to an hour and a half.
Ghee is simply clarified butter. Ghee is a religious and food staple in India since ancient of ancient times. There are so many good uses for ghee. You can purchase organic ghee and you can purchase conventional ghee. For candle burning conventional ghee is just fine. Below is a photo of ghee that I use for cooking.
Next are photos of candle wick roll purchased from Amazon. There is enough wick to last at least a year. Also included is the ghee lamp that I purchased for $8.99. It was very simply and easy to assemble.
And last but not least is a photo my portable altar. I use this altar for daily ritual, meditation and card reading. I have a larger altar but that is very private and I do not post photos of that one. And on my YouTube videos you will see another altar that I sent next to when recording shows or studying.
I hope you enjoyed this post. May you be inspired to find your Light and let it shine!
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02 July 2018
I Ching and the Practitioner: A Course on the Book of Changes by Benebell Wen
Check out Benebell Wen's IChing Oracle Course...
Its content rivals ANY other out there. WOW!! This lovely woman is a indeed a metaphysical treasure.
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